In: SAPP Magazine, May 2024
SAPP | a poetry zine – where modern meets grunge. (sappzine.ca)
Driving home in the dark,
cold rain tapping
and splattering the windshield,
I saw her again
It was only the form of her -
body bent forward,
pushing the cart
an oversized coat swallowing her
Still, I knew it was her
from the shoes
sodden, laces untied
the sloppy step of them
heavy and slow
I slowed down, looked again, then again,
the front wheel of my car
sliding just so,
over the yellow line
The rest of the way home I thought,
what are you doing here
and not as in, you don’t belong here
but more so,
why
Why do you have sodden shoes
as heavy as bricks
and a soaked coat that
pulls you down further
and why the pushing, pushing,
always it seems, uphill
As I pulled into the driveway of my warm home,
the vision of you followed me inside
and I wondered where you went
with your cart, full to the point of tipping
of long, wet, heavy sticks
It's easy to jut up your chin and sneer,
it stinks here and it's easy to
shake your head as you walk by
though--
who are you mumbling to?
the leaning, thin
bent-at-the-waist teen,
whose mother looks like a ghost now;
her bony hand holding the phone
calling the Road to Recovery hotline,
leaving another message
each word a shrill begging,
that someone call back this time
or is it the well-spoken official
with the Brioni tie,
at his glossy Edelman desk
and perfectly smooth pen,
signing the death warrant
that makes you tsk-tsk/sick?
"When the long drought comes,..."
In Reckoning 2, Reckoning Press. 2017.
"He slurps his black coffee..."
Winner of Vancouver Island Regional Library Poetry in Your Pocket contest, Spring 2021.
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